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Friday, August 15, 2003
1) What would your ideal girl be like, & why?

I'll call her Kat.

Kat is as tender and as graceful as her name. She appears shy or timid, in a way, yet she has confidence enough in herself. She is smart and bold, and not afraid to speak her mind. She is warm to everyone, even to those who resent her.

Kat is simple. She does not go for new trends and fads the way her peers or even her close friends do. She does not wear make-up. Nor does she wear fancy or revealing clothes. She can draw eyes even in her worst hair day.

Kat is not really pretty. She is just of fair face and features. Yet when she smiles she brightens the greyest day. Her eyes sparkle with intensity and intelligence. She seems able to look deep inside you, yet remain unjudging.

Kat enjoys company, though she is not afraid to be alone. She can carry any conversation through, but she does not chatter nor talk idly. She likes talking about anything with her friends, but she is also content to sit beside someone in comfortable silence.

Kat loves with all her heart. She is serious in relationships. She is caring, thoughtful and understanding. She is not demanding though, nor submissive either. She likes romantic dinners, long walks, embraces, late night movies, and slow dances. She is sweet and expressive. Above all, she is loyal. She is not foolish enough to stay with someone who mistreats her, yet she does not throw away a good man heedlessly.

Kat is also-- *so gaDdam fiNe! oohmaMa! so seeexy, so juuicy, wit bigbig breasts an' looong, shapely thighs, pouty redlips, an' nice roun' butt, an' kilLerlooks, yesh, she looKs an' i melt an' i shivEr an' fire up in her kiSses an' she's naughty! an' still nice and warm, sO warm, so fierce, so hOt! a tomcat, tomkat! my TOmmyKat! sh--* Ehem!

cough cough. uhh. mental lapse. pardons. i'm ok now.
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Monday, August 11, 2003
Laughter is the sensation of feeling good all over and showing it principally in one place. ~Josh Billings

i didn't think i'd have so much fun hanging out with her. mostly, we talked about family, friends, the usual squabbles and clashes. she talks a lot, but that's prolly normal with girls. sometimes it gets boring, then repetitive, and other times i can't help but let my mind wander somewhere else.

but then there were the silly things, just small japes that make us smile. and then they build up on themselves, and we find we are left breathless, just laughing. and laughing and laughing. in those moments, i can't even feel the distance between us at all.

Laughter is the shortest distance between two people. ~Victor Borge

we weren't really laughing at jokes. the things we find funny are.. weird. i think that if there was anybody else there sharing our conversation, or even just listening, the humor would be greatly diminished. seems to me that things two people find funny are very different from another's. and that to find some common ground, the easiest way is to look for something the both of you can laugh at.

Laughter is not at all a bad beginning for a friendship, and it is far the best ending for one. ~Oscar Wilde

we were still having a laughing trip even as we waited for my ride home. should be a good start.

SONG: Dave Matthews Band - The Space Between
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Wednesday, August 06, 2003
i don't know if i'm just darned lazy or supremely confident. today's the last day of my midterms exams and here i am, still glued to my computer seat, surfing.

in fact, i didn't review at all for any of my tests. har har. just grabbed my pen, went to school, sat my butt inside the designated room, then scribbled down whatever answers i thought might be right.

and no, i didn't cheat, i loathe cheating. i joke around, asking my seatmates for clear views of their answer sheets, and nod agreement to letting them see mine, but when the exam begins, it's only my paper i mind at all. me selfish.

it's probably supremely confident, then. i'd be damned if i don't get high marks on every test i took so far. not that they were ridiculously easy, only that i'm quite sure i know enough that i can teach it to my classmates. har har. me braggart.

but then how can i review? i don't keep any kind of notes, or lectures. i go to class, i try mightily not to doze off while the prof drones on, i leave. aha, it should be darned lazy. me indolent. at least i attend.

what does it matter anyway, so long as i pass. whatever works, right?
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Sunday, August 03, 2003
don't you just love cuddling up next to someone, feeling the warmth and safety of nearness relaxing your body?

it's even better when the both of you are so comfortable with the moment that there is no need for words to reassure one another.

i feel greeat!
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Saturday, August 02, 2003
Deborah writes:

Thing(s) to do before i die:

# 1 figure out how not to die.

well, good luck to that, i say.
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Friday, August 01, 2003
i was making up the editorial exam for the school paper, and i included this just for fun. it was question number 4: list down the top ten things you would like to have done before you die.

i thought i'd try and answer it myself.

Top Ten Things I Must Do Before I Die
  • 10. Find love and marry. So someone can cook me breakfast every morning.
  • 9. Get loads of money. I thought I might have need for some.
  • 8. Be the Magic World Champion. I can do it!
  • 7. Travel to Jupiter. Then if I can still afford it, to Saturn. There should be some interesting sights to see there.
  • 6. Find Santa Claus. To ask if I could apply for the job. I've always wanted to be jolly.
  • 5. Topple Microsoft/Intel with my own software and hardware company. I'd name them Softd\k and Hardd\k, respectively.
  • 4. Get telepathic abilities. To rule the world.
  • 3. Wish for world peace. One unselfish act shouldn't tarnish my reputation too much.
  • 2. Summon the devil and bargain my soul for eternal youth. Or I could be Spawn. Or Hellboy. Hellboy rocks.
  • 1. Bribe St. Peter to let me sneak in into heaven. Hey, if you're as saintly as I am, you'd be trying to secure your own ticket, too. I get cranky in hot places.
so there. mail me your own list!

SONG: The White Stripes - The Hardest Button to Button
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