it's awful hard not to be envious of him. he's good-looking, suave, and, a band member. lead guitarist, in fact. i hear that almost always equals chix everyday, any night. and it does.
i'm not really privy on how many or how frequently he chalks up another mark. but just recently, he flew to Cebu to meet a gurl.. and the gurl paid the ticket. or so i hear. and when he came back, he showed us her pic. man oh man. he even regaled us with bits like, "grabe to pre, amputi! kahit singit! mmMMm!" lucky git!
and that was when he was officially with a girlfriend who was in Japan at that time. if memory serves me right, that was a current mayor's daughter.. she's back in the house, having slept here for weeks, some months back. prolly straight from the airport. i think they're married. i'm not sure, he doesn't tell me anything.
nor do i care. i hate his guts.
can't exactly recall what actually incited it. some incident involving his trashing of a particular fave junk food of mine way back when i was little, i think. i don't wanna include the other myriad instances and details here, it'll ruin my already downtrodden day. but the streak went on and still has never abated. consider its magnitude by the fact that we never spoke more than two syllables at a time to each other. that has been recently breached coz we're the only ones left in the house now. it's kinda hard to ask for your weekly baon with just two syllables. (though "baon ko?" might work. hmm.)
now i'm not sure: does/did my envy fuel this hate? or does hating him breed more spiteful feelings in me?
hell, it really doesn't matter. i hate him, that's that.
this is probably enough. i've been typing this up on his laptop for about an hour now.
SONG: Korn - Thoughtless
From: Toy Kingdom
About me: I am the Chronic Procrastinator. If there is something urgent needed to be done now, it can wait until next week.
